Review of GERALDINE VERNE'S RED SUITCASE by Jane Riley (New Release)

 3.5 Stars

Seventy-two-year-old Geri is a widow; Jack, her husband of 50 years, has been dead for three months when we meet her.  He asked her to scatter his ashes “somewhere exotic” but Geri finds it difficult to leave her house, feeling “stuck in a loop of self-isolation and brain fog.”  She describes herself as “frozen in time, shackled to my self-pity, my grief, my fears.”  A friend arranges for Meals on Wheels when she has a minor accident; Lottie, one of the volunteers, befriends Geri and tries to get her to rediscover her zest for life.

The book is about grief, about learning how to let go and move on.  At one point Geri compares their love to a pair of shoes:  “Jack and I complemented each other like a pair of shoes.  A right shoe can never become a left and a left shoe can never become a right, but together they bring out the best in each other.”  She has difficulty letting go “Because if I let him go, what would be left?  The half that was me.  One left shoe without its partner.”  The red suitcase that she takes everywhere is a wonderful representation of her unwillingness to let go. 

Geri is a likeable character.  She is grieving and so not herself.  She abandons personal hygiene and housekeeping and becomes anxious when she leaves her house, even if she has to walk only nine metres to pick up her newspaper.  When a friend comes to her door, she doesn’t let him in:  “I was happy to see him.  I just didn’t want him to see me.  To see the state I was in.  How I no longer felt like the person I was before.  How I didn’t know who I was anymore.”

Even though she is depressed and lonely, we are given glimpses of the Geri that could emerge if she can get past her grief.  Her sense of humour is wonderful:  “I slid under the covers feeling as dispirited as a non-alcoholic beverage.”  Because we see these glimpses of a spirited woman, readers will cheer every positive step she takes.

I appreciated Geri’s emergence from her chrysalis.  Because it is gradual, her change is convincing.  And there are some steps backward too.  I imagine some readers will feel that there is repetition as Geri seems to backslide into depression; I, however, found that her recovery is more realistic because of her emotional regressions. 

This is one of those easy, heart-warming reads.  Though it examines grief and the difficulty of moving on after great loss, it suggests there is hope:  it is possible to bring new people and experiences into one’s life without dismissing or diminishing what one had with a beloved.

Note:  I received a digital galley from the publisher via NetGalley.